{"id":2601,"date":"2022-07-24T17:39:38","date_gmt":"2022-07-24T17:39:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kaciapaskaicius.lt\/?p=2601"},"modified":"2022-07-24T17:45:14","modified_gmt":"2022-07-24T17:45:14","slug":"fiodoras-dostojevskis-losejas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kaciapaskaicius.lt\/?p=2601","title":{"rendered":"Fiodoras Dostojevskis. Lo\u0161\u0117jas"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ar kada teko b\u016bti arti mirties? Taip arti, jog tave skyr\u0117 vos kelios minut\u0117s? Ir tave i\u0161gelb\u0117jo tik ma\u017ea smulkmena, netik\u0117ta malon\u0117&#8230; F. Dostojevskis tai patyr\u0117. 1847 m. jis suart\u0117jo su socialistais. Tuo metu Europoje kilo revoliucij\u0173 banga, tod\u0117l caras bijodamas perversmo, su\u0117m\u0117 Dostojevsk\u012f kartu su jo bendrais ir nuteis\u0117 mirties bausme. Jis kartu su savo s\u0117brais buvo aprengti baltais mirtinink\u0173 mar\u0161kiniais ir nuve\u017eti \u012f su\u0161audymo viet\u0105. Kunigas pri\u0117m\u0117 j\u0173 i\u0161pa\u017eint\u012f. Ir&#8230; paskutin\u0119 minut\u0117 atojojo caro kurjeris, kuris prane\u0161\u0117, kad jiems dovanota ir mirties bausm\u0117 pakei\u010diama katorga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>1849-1859 m. Dostojevskis praleido tremtyje Sibire. Kalinimo s\u0105lygos \u2013 itin sud\u0117tingos. Jie nuolatos susegti grandin\u0117mis, ap\u0117j\u0119 parazitais, gyveno ma\u017eu\u010diuose barakuose ir netur\u0117jo jokios galimyb\u0117s pasimatyti su \u0161eima, skaityti ar ra\u0161yti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Po bausm\u0117s vos tik gr\u012f\u017e\u0119s \u012f Peterburg\u0105 jis pasin\u0117r\u0117 \u012f literat\u016br\u0105.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Knyga \u2013 \u017evilgsnis \u012f veidrod\u012f?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Yra \u017einoma, jog pats Fiodoras Dostojevskis buvo aistringas lo\u0161\u0117jas, tod\u0117l jo knyga yra artima paties i\u0161gyvenimams. Buvo net manoma, jog kai kurie \u012fvykiai primena jo paties gyvenim\u0105. Autoriui teko gyventi Vokietijoje ir tuo metu buvo smarkiai \u012fklimp\u0119s \u012f azartinius lo\u0161imus ir negal\u0117jo sav\u0119s valdyti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignleft size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/kaciapaskaicius.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/1619073784_LOSEJAS_virselis_obuolys_LT_01.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2602\" width=\"206\" height=\"301\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kaciapaskaicius.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/1619073784_LOSEJAS_virselis_obuolys_LT_01.webp 463w, https:\/\/kaciapaskaicius.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/1619073784_LOSEJAS_virselis_obuolys_LT_01-206x300.webp 206w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 206px) 100vw, 206px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Kuri priklausomyb\u0117 stipresn\u0117?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u016brinys yra apie vien\u0105 jaun\u0105 mokytoj\u0105 Aleksejus, kuris beproti\u0161kai \u012fsimyli savo \u0161eimininko dukr\u0105 \u2013 Polin\u0105, ta\u010diau mergina puosel\u0117ja simpatij\u0105 pranc\u016bz\u0173 markizui. \u0160is meil\u0117s trikampis \u012fsi\u016bbuoja siu\u017eet\u0105. Aleks\u0117jus pajunta stipri\u0105 priklausomyb\u0119 Polinai. Dostojevskis vaizduoja, kaip jis pakl\u016bsta visiems jos pra\u0161ymams, net patiems absurdi\u0161kiausiems, kurie mokytojui kainuoja net darb\u0105.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aleks\u0117jus m\u0117gsta lo\u0161ti ir jo azartas toks didelis, jog tap\u0119s priklausomybe yra nevaldomas. Vos tik atsis\u0117dus prie rulet\u0117s bet kokia logika i\u0161nyksta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Ar gyvenimas \u2013 tai rulet\u0117?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Aleks\u0117jus lo\u0161ia tiek kazino, tiek gyvenime. Jis tikisi did\u017eiojo prizo \u2013 mylimos moters, \u0161lov\u0117s ir pinig\u0173. Kar\u0161tligi\u0161kas tro\u0161kimas tur\u0117ti vis\u0105 tai \u012ftraukia j\u012f \u012f azarto li\u016bn\u0105. Jis tampa \u017eaid\u0117ju ir gyvenime panaudojamas turimas kortas \u2013 savo labui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u016bs\u0173 gyvenimas \u2013 tarsi kort\u0173 kalad\u0117. Niekada ne\u017einai, kokia partija tav\u0119s laukia, ta\u010diau tenka su\u017eaisti su kiekviena gauta korta. Pirmyn mus veda azartas ir ne\u017einomyb\u0117, tik\u0117jimas, kad ten bus geriau.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ar kada teko b\u016bti arti mirties? Taip arti, jog tave skyr\u0117 vos kelios minut\u0117s? Ir tave i\u0161gelb\u0117jo tik ma\u017ea smulkmena, netik\u0117ta malon\u0117&#8230; F. Dostojevskis tai patyr\u0117. 1847 m. jis suart\u0117jo su socialistais. Tuo metu Europoje kilo revoliucij\u0173 banga, tod\u0117l caras bijodamas perversmo, su\u0117m\u0117 Dostojevsk\u012f kartu su jo bendrais ir nuteis\u0117 mirties bausme. 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